Lindseymae Mckay

Podziel się swoimi doświadczeniami

My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Stany Zjednoczone

Painful but effective

Jak inni ludzie zareagowali na twoją aborcję?

They encouraged it.

Kristina Brandon

‪#‎StandWithPP‬ I never wanted kids. I got pregnant in college when I was 17.

Yasmin Lara

Bom,eu encontrei vários relatos e quis deixar o meu bom eu tenho só 17 anos e…

Annelise

A maternidade como função obrigatória não é maternidade. Não é linda. Ser mãe…

Phoebe

I didn't want to do it, but it is my worst fear to bring another child into the…

Nonaka

A exatamente um mês atrás realizei o aborto, sou residente do Japão, apesar de…

Monika Koźlecka

Miałam aborcję medyczną i cieszę się, że mogłam z niej skorzystać. Uważam, iż…

Charlotte Sigler

I had an abortion

Mar Tina

Todo es muy reciente ... estoy recuperandome hace tan solo dos dias que sucedio.

Leah Frida

Yo aborté! porque es mi derecho!

Camila Gray

I had an abortion,im having my abortion.

Sun Flower

Me, and my guy friend had just found out I was pregnant, though he was super…

Bruna

Se fosse legalizado, sofreria menos. Seria diferente

Claudia Aviles

i had an abortion, and 10 years later i became a mother. you have the right to…

Liz Hoffman

Passando pra deixar meu relato, pois sei que vai ajudar muitas mulheres que…

Liz Roldan

Porque mi situación económica era bulnerable y tenia otro hijo de 5 años al…

Sam

I had a Medical Abortion - Painful Experience, Life Changing

Dani

Because I NEEDED TO DO IT!
Some may say I was selfish, other may say I'm going…