Lindseymae Mckay

Condividi la tua storia

My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Stati Uniti

Painful but effective

Come hanno reagito le altre persone al suo aborto?

They encouraged it.

Ammy

Yo he estado en las dos caras de la moneda, cuando tenia 16 años quede…

Naad

I had an abortion when I was 23 years old

Karen vargas

Yo Decidí

Sierra

I had to get an abortion after my Skyla IUD was placed improperly or slipped. I…

Meg

My abortion was NOT THAT PAINFUL. Don't believe in the horror stories!

María

Mirar hacia adelante.

Briana

Experiencia dificil.. Pero inolvidable

Lilian Godfrey

I had an abortion twice this year. One was around August, and the second today…

miriam la desesperacion

Con cytotex Y aun no se si fue lo mejor, pero era necesario

Amarie

I got pregnant by the guy I was only dating for 2 months. I found out about it…

มานี ชูใจ

ฉันมีปัญหาหลายด้านไม่ว่าจะเป็นเรื่องครอบครัว การเงิน…

Raquel

Perdón a mis angelitos!

Marcella

Aos 18 anos tive minha primeira experiência com meu namorado,Como tdo…

Letícia

Terça, 08 de agosto de 2017, 8:00 h.
Foi esse dia que eu descobri que estava…

serena serena

Yo aborte. No culpo por haberlo hecho, sino por no haberme cuidado. Desde el…

Lili

I interrupted my early pregnancy

Urszula

Po porodzie miałam postanowienie, wiecej dzieci nie chcę, mój ginekolog dobrze…

An

Stosowałam pigułki i nie zwróciłam uwagi na to, że problemy żołądkowe mogły…

Abril

Por un aborto libre, seguro y gratuito.