I knew I couldn’t have had this baby. When the procedure was over I felt immense relief and peace. I have never regretted it. It was the right thing to do. I have two children now and can mother them the way I want to, the way they need me to. I don’t know what would have happened to me if I had the other baby. I think I would have fallen apart.
It was actually wonderful. The clinic was professional, the doctor and nurses were queens and they cared about me.