Lindseymae Mckay

당신의 이야기를 공유합니다

My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Amerika Birleşik Devletleri

Painful but effective

다른 사람들은 당신의 낙태에 대해 어떻게 반응 했습니까?

They encouraged it.

Silvia García

decidi abortar porque no tengo la economía para tener un hijo y hoy en día los…

Jessi

No olvidemos, que nos haga crecer

Ella

I was so scared but it was right and I know deep in my heart now.

Lily

I had a medical abortion (the pill) with BPAS when I was just shy of 8 weeks.

Miqueyla

No me arrepiento de lo que hice. Abortar suena demasiado frío , asi que mejor…

Liz

Eu tinha 22 anos, minha menstruação atrasou e meus seios estavam muito inchados.

Jes

No fue facil pero lo hise y me ha hido muy bien! Fue mi mejor decición!

EV

I had an abortion and I do not regret my choice. It is very important to me to…

P

...Lo quería pero no podía

Wer

Tomé la decisión correcta, tal vez no justa, pero correcta.

Zoe

I had an abortion. It was a stressful time, I am glad it is all behind me. My…

S.M.J

Nunca imaginei que precisaria passar por isso

Nami

porque mi situación económica era pésima, al igual que la de mi pareja, ninguno…

Paula

i had an abortion

Lucie

I had more than one abortions. I made the choices because I care about the…

Liz Price

I had an abortion

carolina

yo aborté y quiero contar mi experiencia...