Fallen Angel

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I had the SAFEST ABORTION even in the PHILIPPINES through womenonweb.org.

YOU CAN HAVE ONE, TOO.

2010 Fülöp-szigetek (született Philippines)

At first, I was too stressed on how would I be able to pull the abortion off all by myself. I even doubted womenonweb on being genuine. But after I read some credentials, I started to trust them and since I didn't have any much of an option. I was angry when I got the package. MIxed feelings overwhemed me for I didn't know what I ready wanted to do that time but since the package REALLY arrived (and so that was a proof that womenonweb wasn't just taking money from me) it was a go-signal that I had to do it... the medical abortion. As I did the medical abortion, I was actually grieving as the first time I had a discharge I believe it was my baby, a small flesh colored one... I said sorry to him... I felt so selfish by the time... I cried uncontrollably during the process... After everything was done, I didn't really feel anything at first. I felt numb... I was oblivious to everything... But after a day or two, I felt relieved... Relieved that the medical abortion ended the way I pictured it to be; safe and discreet. After all the pain, the heartache and remorse, I felt peaceful as I said to myself, "Mas mabuti na muna na ganun ang nangyari... Kung tinuloy ko, parehas lang kami mahihirapan ng magiging anak ko... siguradong hindi ko siya mapapalaki ng maayos... Sobrang maghihirap lang kaming dalawa..." I actually did it for my baby... and not for me...

I Took The medicine that I ordered from womenonweb. (1 tab Mifrepristone, 6 Tabs Misoprosol) It was Excruciating. The pain was intermittent. 30 minutes after I took the 4 tabs of Misoprosol in my buccal cavity, I threw up and had a painful diarrhea. It was excruciating to the point that I was immobilized for a while. Then after, I had bouts of painful (AS IN SOBRANG SAKIT!) cramping with discharge of big blood clots. The pain in the lower abdomen and the ejection of big blood clot lasted about 3 hours.

I was mentally ill. Plus the fact that I was in a condemning Christian community, i might as well kill myself rather than tell them I was pregnant and deem the rest of my life being condemned.

Vajon az abortuszod törvénytelensége befolyásolta-e az érzéseidet?

Somehow, it did. but I was more concerned on my future and the worst future of my supposed child if I kept him.

Hogyan reagáltak mások az abortuszodra?

nobody knew about it

G.

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Lola

mifepristona + misoprostol

Priscila

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Mitzi .

I had an abortion. And i know that was the best choice.

Jane

I had 2 abortions

Juliette

j´ai avorté.

Maria Lopez

pensando en que dirán

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Nami

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María

Aborté y no me arrepiento. I do not regret my abortion.

justin ..

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Mariela

Aunque me cueste decirlo, yo aborté

mimi

mi aborto. siempre te voy a recordar pequeña semillita

dessa

fiz um aborto sozinha

K

I was extremely lucky to find a safe place for my abortion.

Tiffany

I am still healing from my decision - it really is a wide range of emotions.

Marcella

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Jessi

No olvidemos, que nos haga crecer