Masha

This isn't my first abortion.... :'( My second one I am currently scheduled for...

2015 United States

grieving disappointed trapped selfish numb relieved confident angry confused in doubt ashamed guilty afraid sad

My feeling about abortion.... Of the government took better care of its people abortions would not need to happen unless its a medical reason.... More and more people are having abortions because of finantil issues.... And that is a shame. That says alot about the government we let rule us... Souless creatures the government is...

with medicines in a clinic or hospital with surgery by myself

I felt safe. They cared for me. They told me that it is okay. That it is my choice and a wise choice. I had barely any money to pay for the abortion process, so I had to borrow money from family. In the end. I was happy because everything worked out well and safe.

financial issues

The baby would have had no father. And I was an orphan in Russia and did not want to send my child for adoption or an orphanage.. because I know how both are. I was adopted twice and once by a very bad American Family. I wish not for my child to have a life filled with hate towards "humans" like I have developed. If I have a child, I want the child to have a loving family.

Did the illegality of your abortion affect your feelings?

I do not understand this question.

How did other people react to your abortion?

There was protesters outside the clinic I went to. They were telling me "I will go to hell" and "There are people who can help you woth your baby" .... I hate those protesters because they made me feel like I did something bad!!!

legal

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