Emmy Smith

แบ่งปันประสบการณ์ของคุณ

It was the best decision of my life

2015 ฝรั่งเศส

I could easily check all those boxes. But the moment when you know that the test is going to show a plus sign and you don't want it, it is a nightmare on earth. I'm a person who doesn't like children and I am always careful. I was just so disappointed and ashamed of myself, and I still am. I don't want to talk about this ever again and I just need to bury it somewhere deep. I was also sure about my decision and very relieved that I live in a country where I can choose the destiny of my life by myself. I felt so stupid and I was feeling so sorry of myself. I wanted just sleep and pretend that nothing was wrong, but everything was wrong and it needed to be fixed soon.

This was the cheapest way to proceed (legally with professional help) and I thought it would be easily done. But in France you need to wait a week before the doctor can start the abortion, in case you change your mind. I thought that the medical way would be the easiest and less painful but I was really wrong. I took the first medicine and it didn't have any effect in my body. 48h later I took the second one and it hurt so much that I couldn't see or walk. I wanted to go home but I couldn't do anything than sit outside and wait for the pain to go away, but it didn't. I wanted to throw up because my legs and my whole upper body were in the most horrible pain that I have ever experienced. If I could choose now, I would do the surgery.

I know it's a cliche to say this but it just wasn't for me. I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. He doesn't even know about any of this, but every day I would want to tell him my story. I would want to make him feel bad about leaving me the worst time ever. But I don't. It doesn't matter anymore, I am strong enough to get trough this by myself.

การทำแท้งผิดกฎหมายส่งผลต่อความรู้สึกของคุณหรือไม่?

It is not illegal in my home country or in the country I am living in right now. I think all women should have the right to do this and make the decisions of their own bodies and lives.

คนอื่นมีปฏิกิริยาอย่างไรต่อการทำแท้งของคุณ?

I was and still am to scared to tell anyone. I only told a two people about my positive test and I knew immediately that I am going to end it as soon as possible. My closest was supporting my decision and helping me to get it ended.

Sapphire

I had an abortion and it was worth it, absolutely no regrets.

Lea

Kobieto, jeśli zaszłaś w niechcianą ciążę, to nie wahaj się ani chwili. WOW…

Robbin

I had an abortion, and i should not have to hide it. My womb is still just fine.

Atenea

No eres la única. No estás sola. Transformalo en algo positivo para tu vida.

britta

Something that has carried with me ever since.

Naii C

Era apenas uma menina de 16 anos, não usava anticoncepcional mantinha relação…

yunni lee

yo aborte. por mi situación económica, por tener otro hijo, porque estudio y…

Anne Jellinek

I had two abortions in my life: one when I was 21 and newly married and one 8…

Maleja

Yo aborté.

Sailor Moon

1. Powody decyzji i dlaczego dziewczyny w mojej sytuacji nie powinny sie czuć…

Mariana C

Estava grávida de 08 semanas e não sabia!

Aisling

Minor blip overcome thanks to Women on Web

Mickey

I was 22 turning 23 when I found out I was 4 weeks pregnant. The father and I…

Lola

Mi decisión

A alexandra

Mi futuro, mi familia

Alyssa

Aborsi adalah satu satunya pilihan terberat yang aku putuskan. Ga mungkin untuk…

Dália

Eu li uns 100 depoimentos que me ajudaram muito ,então decidi escrever para…