Lindseymae Mckay

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My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 Verenigde Staten

Painful but effective

Hoe reageerden andere mensen op je abortus?

They encouraged it.

Mandy Amanda

Hora de recomeçar

Cristina

No fue bueno pero fue lo mejor.

Nih

Fiz um aborto com 13 semanas , não se desespere vai dar tudo certo !

Camila

E foi uma das decisões mais difíceis da minha vida .
Oi meninas,eu tenho 26 anos…

Wer

Tomé la decisión correcta, tal vez no justa, pero correcta.

Gaby

Força, tudo que precisa!

Juliana

Quero tranquilizar vocês, descobri minha gravidez no dia 1º de dezembro de 2019

F. B

Vivi 2 meses em um pesadelo

Evelyn

I discovered I was pregnant. It was about 5 weeks and 4 days old. I did an…

Ashley Engbrecht

At the young age of 17, I was the victim of sexual assault. There is nothing…

gladys

yo aborte ayer y aca estoy,un dia despues, contando mi experiencia para quien…

Bruna

Se fosse legalizado, sofreria menos. Seria diferente

Silvia García

decidi abortar porque no tengo la economía para tener un hijo y hoy en día los…

Ninjanu

Friday, July 13th, 2012
9:03AM.
Hmm, he was supposed to be here by now… I sigh…

Dulcinea Vázquez

Las pastillas tardaron un poco mas de 3 horas en hacer efecto, no presenté…

Angeli

I had an abortion

LOLO

Made me who I am today

Kyky

Your Dreams Are Real, So Are Abortions.