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For an unexplainable reason I'm hurt by this loss. For some reason flushing down the toilet (literally), what could have been my baby felt wrong. I never dreamed I would think of an unthinking, unfeeling, thing the size of a raspberry, as .. . Deserving. As needing taken care of. As deserving not to be just thrown away. I totally respect everyone's choice but for some reason I grew an attachment to that thing inside of me. I knew I was pregnant before the missed period. I felt my body change and at first I felt punished. Trapped. scared. I was so worried about how to make it stop and get back to my old self I didn't realize I was also subconsciously feeling every second of that pregnancy. I guess it left some weird imprint on me. I don't know how to tell my partner that it still hurts me. He doesnt get it when I try to tell him that it was a huge experience for me and I need time to heal. I wish I was one of those people who just go on with their life like nothing happened but ive always been pretty sensitive

I had a medical abortion. With a heating pad and tramadol, the pain was bearable. The bleeding stopped after a week. Going back to work was extremely hard for me at first as my job is very physically demanding but I got through it.

Ar jūsų abortų neteisėtumas paveikė jūsų jausmus?

The protesters who were outside of every clinic visit, yelling "repent" and "it's not too late" with their giant pictures of fetuses and whatnot. .. to the recent string of abortion/birth control bans and criminalization. I was so afraid I wouldn't have access to choice (I do thanks to the acula and pp and organizations like women have options who helped me AFFORD it). And after the abortion I feel less angry at those ignorant prolifers, I feel more.. grief. Which is their objective I'm sure. ..

Kaip kiti žmonės reagavo į jūsų abortą?

Indifferent/ nonchalant. My partner and I have always agreed to an abortion in case an accident ever happened.. and it did. I'm not brave enough or ready to tell my mother. I need time. I never dreamed it would affect me this way. I drunkenly told one of my few female friends. I work in a male dominated field and most of my friends are male. I don't think any of them could react in a way that would be comforting or worth validation as they can't understand. So I haven't told anyone really. Guess that's why I'm here.

Maca

Tuve suerte...

C123

CRÓNICAS DE UNA MUJER QUE DECIDIÓ NO TRAER UN HIJO A ESTE MUNDO...

anna dea

aku masih berumur 20thun aku mempunyai pacar usia nya di bawah ku 1 tahun aku…

Bri

I knew I was pregnant as soon as I was around two weeks. I had never been…

Jane

I had 2 abortions

Joana

versão corrigida do relato

Sharon

I don't regret my abortion.

Kah

Decisões difíceis exigem coragem.

Gadzinka

Moja aborcja przemineła tak jak miała , wziełam tabletki potem dojadałam .

Bobbie

The first time I was too young the next I was old enough to know I had no right…

Rachelle

I have had 3 abortions, one clinical, 2 medical. I do not regret those…

Catalina

El Misotrol salvó mi vida

Cristina

No fue bueno pero fue lo mejor.

Letícia

Terça, 08 de agosto de 2017, 8:00 h.
Foi esse dia que eu descobri que estava…

AS

I am having an abortion as I am writing this, at home with cytotec…

María

Aborté y no me arrepiento. I do not regret my abortion.

Francis

Una decisión consciente de vida

Lilian Godfrey

I had an abortion twice this year. One was around August, and the second today…