I was not religious at that time but just knew from deep inside god was with me and that this was the right decision.
I guess I was lucky that everything went well and it was painful for few hours.
I was not ready to raise a child and it ws something I can not let my family know about.
I want a better life for my kids
中絶の違法性は、あなたの気持ちに影響を与えましたか？
Yes and No. It was just not the right time to be pregnant and something that had to be done. I was living in Dubai at that time. Being pregnant without being married is a big crime and leads to jail and deportation.