Lindseymae Mckay

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My name is Lindseymae McKay. I will be 32 years old next week. I have a 6 year old son who is truly the only reason I breathe. I’ve had several abortions. None of which I have ever felt any guilt or remorse; in fact, all I ever felt was relief.
That was until my most recent procedure.
About a month ago I realized I was pregnant. I knew before I took a pregnancy test & knew that I would want an abortion. After the pee-stick confirmation at home, I took the next few necessary steps in scheduling my abortion appointment at the local clinic. I was early enough in the pregnancy to have the option of using the medical abortion versus the in-clinic, vacuum procedure (which really sucks, no pun intended). So about two weeks ago, I went to clinic, heard the same ole song-and-dance about when to take the pills, what to expect, what warning signs to be aware of, bla-bla-bla. As expected, it was a fairly painful ordeal with heavy bleeding, extreme discomfort, with a supportive and clueless partner by my side. Now, here I sit in my bathroom in the middle of the night, wondering if this HUGE bloody booger thing that just fell outta me is the unwanted fetus. It looks like a cranberry covered wonton that, seriously, has the classic fetus shape to it. Now- instead of just flushing it down the toilet, I carefully put it onto a piece of
Toilet paper and instantly went online googling what the
Possibilities were of this gory splotch being the thing I wanted out of me- and if so- why do I feel so guilty about it? Why am I sitting here holding my tears back examining this thing looking for little fingers or toes? What the hell is wrong with me? And now I get it. I’m human. Despite the relief I feel at knowing I’m not going to be having another child, I feel horribly irresponsible and overwhelmingly selfish. I am sure this will not last. At least I hope it doesn’t. I’m sharing this story hoping someone see will share something similar and make me
Feel like I’m less
Of a monster for doing this not once but several times.

2019 États-Unis

Painful but effective

Comment les autres personnes ont-elles réagi à votre avortement ?

They encouraged it.

Andreza

Quando descobri que estava grávida eu já estava com um mês de gestação. A…

CPA

Olá, tenho 24 anos e fiz um aborto com aproximadamente 8 semanas. Fiz questão…

Emily

Bom, acabei de passar pelo procedimento e vim relatar a minha história para que…

katrina nicole

the only time i look back is to say thank god

F. B

Vivi 2 meses em um pesadelo

AM

I had a surgical, had two kids, and then had medical abortion.

Manuella Silva

Grávida aos 18.


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Carla

Meu nome não é esse. Não posso me expor, não posso dizer demais. Fico no…

Bia

E no começo me arrependi mas vi que seria a melhor opção, e escrevendo meu…

Freedom77

I was lucky enough to be able to have an NHS surgical termination at 8 weeks.

chanel

I did it because as a female that is my right to control my body no man or…

gladys

yo aborte ayer y aca estoy,un dia despues, contando mi experiencia para quien…

Gaby

No me arrepiento

Adriana

Myślałam, że będzie gorzej, na szczęście cały czas była ze mną moja druga…

Luna

Lo hice en un país en el cual es ilegal, por lo que tuve que acceder al mercado…

Monoirmarie

Yo aborté porque es mi derecho