Eléonore Delmas

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I had an abortion

1994 France (né en France)

Glad, relieved, focused, back into my body, empowered, sharp

I had 2 abortions. The first was surgery, I was underage, and thus accompanied by my mother (and boyfriend). The second was by RU486, I was 19 and by myself. Surgery in itself can be scary, but this was the mildest operation I ever had (I am however, allergic to morphine now). As for the induced miscarriage, ya feel it, but that's also a good thing, listening to your body - which is obviously what I'd failed to do before. You need some time off to be nice to yourself.

I was 17 and 19 when I had my abortions. My life was spinning out of control in all possible ways (atrocious family relationships, feelings of abandonment, alienation, panic attacks, self-destructive boyfriends, poor hygiene and care of myself, school ditching...). I got pregnant the first time I had sex, and I knew it right away. As well as knowing right away I WOULD NOT HAVE THAT CHILD. Things snapped into focus as I finally took a hold of ME, and reclaimed my body - for a while. The second time... let's say I still hadn't fixed my life (and could not take contraception for health reasons, + am allergic to latex and very very fertile). I know what it's like to not be ready for a child. I could never screw up her/his life alongside mine so royally. Never, ever, ever. Many people have tried to convince me that I would eventually have a depression, that I was inhibiting my feelings. It's been 13 years now, and the only thing I feel when I think about my 2 abortions is joyous relief and gratefulness.

L'illégalité de votre avortement a-t-elle affecté vos sentiments ?

It was legal both times. I was relieved.

Comment les autres personnes ont-elles réagi à votre avortement ?

I didn't ask for validation, as there was no doubt in my mind. My then boyfriend moaned about it the 2 years we stayed together. My friends asked if I needed anything. My mother (I had to tell her the 1st time since I was 17) remains absolutely mute about it, which is refreshing. A woman stopped me outside of Family Planning and asked if I was "going to kill (my) baby". I usually have a slow sense of repartee, but I slammed her against a wall and said I'd start with killing her. She went ashen and my boyfriend had to pry my fingers off her. This woman represents/ed everything that is wrong with the world.

Sapphire

I had an abortion and it was worth it, absolutely no regrets.

Luka

Hice lo mejor que pude, estando bajo toda la presión del mundo.

Mariafe Fer

Mi buena experiencia con el Misoprostol en un pais donde es ilegal abortar…

Sarah

I feel much relieved thanks to women on web because living in a country where…

Estefanía

Si se lo pudiera decir a alguien sin que me juzgue no me sentiría así

michel

i'm irish, i had an abortion while living in the netherlands.

Manuela L

E não me arrependo.

Fabiana

Sou advogada, tenho 40 anos 2 filhas adultas e uma vida estável e feliz.

Sempre…

Kate

and I'm so relieved

Kah

Decisões difíceis exigem coragem.

mery elizabeth

tomando la decisión de mi vida

Catalina

El Misotrol salvó mi vida

Adriana Reyes

Hola mi nombre es Adriana tengo 22 años y soy estudiante de Pedagogía; quisiera…

Abigail

2 miesiące po aborcji. Moje życie wróciło do normy. Jest dobrze..

Lili

I interrupted my early pregnancy

Edyta

Nie wstydzę się tego, że jestem teraz szczęśliwa!!!

Amanda

E não me arrependo, não se culpe por isso
Você é dona de si.
Eu sou bem jovem