Ny

I just had my 3rd son 4 months prior finding out I was pregnant. I got a restraining order against the father 2 months prior finding out I was pregnant. I got verbally abused and car stolen a month before finding out I was pregnant. After 6 years and 2 children I would think I wanted better for myself but I guess I don't but I didn't have his daughter. I wanted a girl so bad but I had an abortion. Hopefully I can find a man that doesn't abuse me and know how to be patient with me because of what he did. I had an abortion because I wanted better for my daughter even if I think I don't for myself.

2020 Estados Unidos

desilusionada egoísta con dudas avergonzada culpable triste

con medicamentos por mi cuenta

It was unreal. I expected the pain and blood but I didn't comes to terms with what I was giving up. Until my daughter at 9 weeks and 3 days laid on my right thumb under my tattoo of my first name. The feelings when our eyes connected was terrifying. Such a dark and scary time to have to flush down the daughter I always wanted down the toilet. I didn't expect to see the fetus but I did. I couldn't do anything but scream then quickly cover my mouth because in the next room was my 3 son's and the niece of my children's father. He still doesn't know or I haven't told him that I terminated that pregnancy.

cuestiones económicas Problemas en mi pareja tamaño de la familia

آیا غیرقانونی بودن سقط جنین بر احساسات شما تأثیر گذاشته است؟

No

واکنش دیگران نسبت به سقط جنین شما چیست؟

I only told 5 people. None which are blood related. They were supportive knowing the history of my relationship.

legal