Emmy Smith

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It was the best decision of my life

2015 Frankreich

I could easily check all those boxes. But the moment when you know that the test is going to show a plus sign and you don't want it, it is a nightmare on earth. I'm a person who doesn't like children and I am always careful. I was just so disappointed and ashamed of myself, and I still am. I don't want to talk about this ever again and I just need to bury it somewhere deep. I was also sure about my decision and very relieved that I live in a country where I can choose the destiny of my life by myself. I felt so stupid and I was feeling so sorry of myself. I wanted just sleep and pretend that nothing was wrong, but everything was wrong and it needed to be fixed soon.

This was the cheapest way to proceed (legally with professional help) and I thought it would be easily done. But in France you need to wait a week before the doctor can start the abortion, in case you change your mind. I thought that the medical way would be the easiest and less painful but I was really wrong. I took the first medicine and it didn't have any effect in my body. 48h later I took the second one and it hurt so much that I couldn't see or walk. I wanted to go home but I couldn't do anything than sit outside and wait for the pain to go away, but it didn't. I wanted to throw up because my legs and my whole upper body were in the most horrible pain that I have ever experienced. If I could choose now, I would do the surgery.

I know it's a cliche to say this but it just wasn't for me. I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. He doesn't even know about any of this, but every day I would want to tell him my story. I would want to make him feel bad about leaving me the worst time ever. But I don't. It doesn't matter anymore, I am strong enough to get trough this by myself.

Hat die Illegalität Ihres Schwangerschaftsabbruchs Ihre Gefühle beeinflusst?

It is not illegal in my home country or in the country I am living in right now. I think all women should have the right to do this and make the decisions of their own bodies and lives.

Wie haben andere Menschen auf Ihre Abtreibung reagiert?

I was and still am to scared to tell anyone. I only told a two people about my positive test and I knew immediately that I am going to end it as soon as possible. My closest was supporting my decision and helping me to get it ended.

Sharon

I don't regret my abortion.

Eléonore Delmas

I had an abortion

Fernanda

Descobri que estava grávida no dia do meu aniversário, na época, sem nenhum…

Lili

I interrupted my early pregnancy

ana maria Duque

I had an abortion but this wasn't easy I was very afraid, but i never regret…

Monika Koźlecka

Miałam aborcję medyczną i cieszę się, że mogłam z niej skorzystać. Uważam, iż…

Ewa Izabela

I am pro-choice

Gaby

No me arrepiento

Lucero Lucero

Creo que por fin tuve control de mi vida.

Mariana Leitão

A tal história do “ engravidei por acidente” é real!

Jen

I had an abortion and I'm so pleased that I had that option. I was only 18…

Aysella

Abortions are not fun !

Julia

Razem z moich chłopakiem znamy się niecały rok , jest ode mnie młodszy o 4 lata…

Cindy Rios

Yo aborte porque no estaba en el momento adecuado para tener un hijo, mi madre…

B.

Uma decisão que precisa ser feita rápida porém pensada

Claudiagyn

Aconteceu comigo.

Maru

Se puede acceder de forma legal

carmilla

J'ai avorté quand j'avais 18 ans. Je ne le regrette pas, je suis fière d'avoir…

Pam Map

Yo lo hice no me arrepiento para nada y agradezco a este sitio por haberme…

Ma N

Y fue un proceso duro física y emocionalmente.